NaPoWriMo~Day 23

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Day~23

why do you give your precious love so freely

why do you addictively seek out praise and admiration

your ego is astronomically huge- fat with pride

always looking for something new

something exciting-something illicit

who could ever fill you insatiable hunger

who could ever live up to your insane dream

always becoming weary and woeful the moment it grows old

when true self is unveiled-   feelings- emotions-needs

a woman can only take so much

scorn and rejection

never being enough… never been enough

not even from the first encounter

naivety thought love could conquer all

the glaring reality is

still

I am always here…by your side…

hollowed and humbled

honoring our commitment…knowing my imperfections

hating all I’ve done to drive you to another

waiting achingly for you to reveal…

I am the only one you love

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